Impatience

It's become clear to me that I am a very impatient person. I want what I want exactly when I want it. Once I get an idea in my head, I will not be happy until it's come to fruition. And if it involves someone else doing something, I will bug the hell out of them until they do what they need to do. And if it's just me, I won't get anything else done until I do what I need to do. And I'll think about it day and night. I think this is one of those "great attribute/huge fault" kind of characteristics. Like man, if I want to, I can pretty much accomplish anything and won't take no for an answer. But it is also a pain in the ass when I don't get anything else done or bother the hell out of people cause I'm so impatient. Kind of like ambition/determination to the extreme. I suppose I could have worse faults, like never getting anything done. Or not caring about anything.

Well anyway, I have 4 days off of work after a day from absolute hell and I'm still not fully recovered from it (On Off day 2 right now). I'm sleeping more/later then I have in a very long time. It's wonderful. I came to the beach to see my boy which is always a nice escape from B*more other then the fact I stay with my aunt and uncle who still think I am a teenager and can't be trusted. My end of January first real vacay cannot come soon enough. I better get to take it or I will be a very pissed woman. I'm already getting anxious/the feeling that it's not gonna happen :-( I hope I'm wrong. I'm just used to being let down about big exciting things. Just how my wonderful luck goes. Oh well, I guess time will tell. In the meantime I'll be here, working much too much and much too hard and occasionally writing in my fancy blog.

C ya later :-)